For those whom I know can vouch that I have lived a pretty rough life. I have spent a lot of time trying to figure out where my place in life is, but in the last year I have realized I was looking in the wrong direction.
It is not my place to wonder about these things but to rely on God to lead and for me to follow. I won't even try to deceive you and will admit that doing so is not easy, since I've never lead a "faith Based" Life choosing the easier way. I have become more apt to listen more and I have noticed a big change in my life.
I'd be a liar to sit here and blame others for my outcome and I wont even try because it is a waist of time. Sure I've encountered some unfortunate issues while growing up but who doesn't? I chose my path and now that I see this, I can only blame my self. I was given a good home with good family com paired to the life I would've gotten had Vernon not adopted me.
I have gotten peace and with a lot of help from God, a good chance for a happy future long as I stay out of his way!! I've been blessed with a woman whom loves me for my heart and not look down at me for my past. I've got her daughter whom I love as my very own. We rent a modest 2 bedroom house and I have a car to get us where we need to go at all times. I've never been happier in my life and i know it can only get better long as I don't trip over my own pride and ego!
I want to thank all my family for putting up with me and believing in me when I could'nt believe in my self. It is a debt that I feel I will never beable to repay but I promise to try each day to be the man I was raised to be!!